When I first met you, I knew this dreadful day will surely come
A day I would be left nursing a twinge in my heart you would cause
Love they say is blind; to make it worse for you I was foolish & dumb
The pain I feel is excruciating oh how I wish my heart is numb
It’s a thin line between love & hate can’t tell if I’ve crossed the Rubicon
What you left behind is a trail of sorrows with flowers made of thorns
Mulishly I refused to read the writings on the wall from the start
Pretending I was blind, lying to myself that I could win your heart
I took a risk to love you, after convincingly telling myself I won’t regret
Now that I am lonely feeling deserted, it makes me curse the day we met
Could it be you cast a spell on me? Coz I don’t wanna hold myself to blame
Knowing that I brought it upon myself makes me feel a bruising shame
I just wanna have a consoling feeling I was vulnerable to your snare
Why me? You knew exactly you were going to hurt me & that ain’t fair
I flip memories back wishing I had the courage to have resisted your charm
Am such a big shame to myself how could I have allowed you do me harm
But despite the pain and hurt you have inflicted I still miss every bit of you
Loving you was meant to hurt me; it’s a fact I must embrace the ugly truth.
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